小女生想的总是很多，但其实并不如此

  人活着为了什么，为了家庭，为了事业，还是为了女人。我没有那么高尚不会为了自己的祖国而奋斗，我只为了我和我身边的人活着。当然无聊时候会把问题看得很深，但不管怎么样，我不会为了想以后的事而活。

有些事过去了，就随她去。有些事要出现，就等着他。该来的会来，不该来的会去。活着可不就是这样，每天晚上等着新的一天，每天早上回想过去的一夜。世界上的人不会都是占星师，没有几个人可以感知超自然，所以，人嘛，就该踏踏实实做好自己，自己高兴，才是最重要的。

不是女人不能理解女人的想法，但我可以肯定想得太多对你我不好。毕竟，这是一种感情和信任的冲突。

何必想得太多，太在乎终究是个包袱，不要把自己套在套子里，这样真得太累太累了。

其实不麻烦，真的不麻烦，要明白顺其自然，把事情看得淡一些，会更好的了解自己。

其实不是要你做什么，只是要你幸福。

宝贝，真的，只想让你高兴一点。

I know he love me, but I can’t stand his outrageous words.

----me

several years ago:

we were both in great danger,” never set foot here again” stormed dad. with tears welling up in my eyes, i rushed out of the house and ran along the street. the street lights were shining rather desolately, i wandered aimlessly. a young father holding a child in his arms walked past me. i felt as if my childhood went back. but now… i don’t know whether it’s because i’ve grown up or ‘cause dad is getting old. we differ in our ways of thinkin’. we’re just like two people coming from two different worlds. it feels like there is an iron door between us that can never be opened. dad were always like this: maybe he didn’t know how to express himself. after shouting at me, he never showed any mercy or any moments of regret. this way how he always was.

walking back reluctantly, i found the light still on. fighting agin the nervousness i finally decided to open the door. as soon as i opened it tears ran down my cheeks. i suddenly realized the fucking iron door i had imagined did not exist at all. love then it’s second to none. dad isssssssss waiting for me….